Like crazy. You don’t even know. And I would say something like “I wish I could erase all the memories I have with you so I could just let go.” That would make it a lot easier. It’s been a really long time now, and I should be over it but I’m not. And now I’ve spent more time sad and wishing I could get you back than we spent together. But the truth is, I don’t regret being with you. Not even a little bit. The time we were together was totally worth it. I was so happy. I have so many great memories with you. But when I think about it, it makes me sad because I know you never even think about it. You don’t even care. And I know all of that is in the past, and that you have nothing to do with my future.
But from now on, I’m not going to let those memories make me sad. That was the best time of my life, and I’m going to look back at that and smile.
“Don’t cry because it’s over. Smile because it happened.”